If you have not faith, it will fail.
If you do not give it time, the heailing will fail.
If you have not patience, she will leave.
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If you do not have faith in yourself, how can another have faith in you
If you do not give it time, how can you become whole
If you do not have patience, how will you really know.
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Repeat this daily, more than once. Make it a mantra. Believe it.
Do not ask:”what if it fails?”
     Think that, and it breaks the faith.
Just do it. Stick to it.
     You made the promises, You said you could do it. Prove it. To her. To yourself.

She has had enough faith to not say fuck it utterly - even now, even after all the pain. 
      She has that, don’t fail her.

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She’s worth it. So should I be when she turns around and looks.
Faith. Time. Patience.
My allies. My nemesis.
[Repeat as nessicary]